Ambiguity in the mind
A whisper in the breeze tells me somethings aound the corner..i want it ..but i don't
its difficult to decide what you really want...it's as tempramental as quicksilver and as fluid yet potent as mercury...
The whisper comes from far...not full of foreboding but a fair feeling...makes me glad..
yet i wonder ...and i know i can't be true..but i pray for the same and yet i don't
Weariness has given way to a rigid blandness...fun , frolick all seem near..around me...but i wonder ..within me??..is it just a denial or self rationalisation or just that iam different...
Impressions vary..and they change..but neither conform to mine..each one is a wonder ..yet a surrender to prejudices .....even if one is unknown to another..so are they wrong or am I??
But we do see eye to eye at some level..theirs or mine..who knows...
As time passes by and somethings draws near..there is a sense of foreboding...what do i want to do..will I need to do it..and if i do so..is it really necessary.....Well life has it's say in whatever we do and it defines it's own course..but for once can it define it the way i want it too..ie how soon will i know wat i really want
its difficult to decide what you really want...it's as tempramental as quicksilver and as fluid yet potent as mercury...
The whisper comes from far...not full of foreboding but a fair feeling...makes me glad..
yet i wonder ...and i know i can't be true..but i pray for the same and yet i don't
Weariness has given way to a rigid blandness...fun , frolick all seem near..around me...but i wonder ..within me??..is it just a denial or self rationalisation or just that iam different...
Impressions vary..and they change..but neither conform to mine..each one is a wonder ..yet a surrender to prejudices .....even if one is unknown to another..so are they wrong or am I??
But we do see eye to eye at some level..theirs or mine..who knows...
As time passes by and somethings draws near..there is a sense of foreboding...what do i want to do..will I need to do it..and if i do so..is it really necessary.....Well life has it's say in whatever we do and it defines it's own course..but for once can it define it the way i want it too..ie how soon will i know wat i really want
posted by Heidi at
12:07 AM
1 Comments:
Yes, it is really difficult to decided, sometimes even know, what you want and that is the irony of life. I don't know what to say on this sometimes, you don't have words to express feelings...and they die silently. Cooconed in our world, life is a constant thirst.
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D, at 9:31 PM
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