It's come a full circle

They think iam a maverick.
Iam not
They think iam conventional
Iam
They think iam a comic
Iam not
They think iam grave
Iam
They think Iam grown up
Am I?
They think iam a child
Am I?

Some where caught between the cross fire of what they think that IAM and what i wnat them to think iam and the resultant 'gap' between the two and the struggle to bridge that gap I seem to have forgotten what I AM?Have I.I guess yes and no.

What i was i remain.I have not improved just added a few more dimensions to myself.and everyone does not get to see each one o them..Atleast i try..but the dimensions are so transparent that some reflect the others openly but they get the refracted version a little deviant a little distorted and thank fully they don't know me...and leave me to myself...DO they or is it just what I believe....I wonder and will keep doing that but what they think about me has come a full circle ..consistency has been mainatined so i can atleast say conclusivley that Iam consistenr ...stable ....or is it just my aversion to change...